Jaber

Overflow of red rain drops.
As I lay I feel my heart stop.
All alone, these pale blue nights grow old,
But I'm holding on, because I don't believe what I was told.

I watched my sister fall asleep.
To cry is all I can do.
Jaber please forgive me,
I miss you.
And all these lonely hopeless nights,
Sink in my pale dead eyes.
Because I really love you.
I really, really love you.

I'll dissolve in the tears I cry,
When the memories kill me.
When I tried to get through to you,
Your love disappeared.
Nothing I could do.

Distant love.
Turns a rose red black.
It dries your heart,
And then it starts to slowly crack.
But I see hope,
Painted green, teal, and white.
So I smile slow,
And I sleep through the night.

My sister still remains asleep.
She looks so peaceful too.
Jaber please answer me,
I need you.
And all these endless, restless nights,
Rotted my dead green eyes.
Because I really love you.
I really, really love you.

I dissolved in the tears I cried.
I let the memories kill me.
I gave up on the thought of you.
Well at least I tried,
You wont leave my mind.

Nobody understands how I feel.
Every time I loved,
It never really was real.
I trusted you, I thought that you'd never go.
But look at us now,
You're gone and I miss you so.

I cannot seem to get to sleep.
I keep thinking of you.
Why the hell'd you leave me?
I loved you.
And all these scary, sleepless nights,
Bring tears to my rotted eyes.
Because I am in love with you.
I really am in love with you...